Of course, you too have your own dream

Talking about my dream, now I know about your dream and your priority.

Being in medical field; we were taught to prioritize the jobs into
1) Urgent and important
2) Urgent but not important
3) Important but not urgent
4) Not important and not urgent

Example is, most patient need branula insertion but why it is needed make the names go into order. Those can wait, will have to wait.

Well... I guess I might accidentally put our relationship into first list.
But maybe it is 3 in yours. Well, I hope it's not in 4. That's too sad to hear.

I would rather not be in between your dream. In which I believe you are putting into your first list now. If that is something that will make you happy, then it is definitely up to you.

After all, what goes wrong is actually how we prioritize thing in life and it is definitely dependable on our dream/goal.

Did I blame you because you stand by your dream?
No I don't. My fault for dreaming too high.

Did I regret putting it into first?
No I don't. I'm just regretting I have to throw all these away.

Now, I have to rub the whole whiteboard.
Thinking the idea and brainstorming.
Making steps to the new idea.
And pray hard it will be a success.

Goodluck to our dreams!

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