I’m giving up on us
Hi awak, You should be able to see that long message I left you. Unless if you choose to ignore, and I could never know that. Anyway, it had been for almost 6 months: the thought to give up on you, on us. Every time I had that thought, I always gave myself a chance. “It’s okay. He might re-think and come back”. “It’s okay. He might reply you soon enough”. “It’s okay. He might cleared up his head and say let’s resume what we left”. I must be a joke to you right? What did I was thinking and expecting when you already tell me your decision? I’m not sure myself. I guess we went too deep, and I just can’t seem to completely let it go. Probably and most likely,,, yes I believe that. I just need time to understand and digest what you said and meant to say. Directly and indirectly. Most of the time, I was trying to figure out any indirect@ non existent things/hints you told me. When that direct things were staring at me the whole time. Anyway, awak. Just to let you...