Hello dear, please listen to me

  2020. The number look nice. After all, since childhood, people keep saying wawasan 2020 and all those flying car etc. The real 2020 was contradicting. Not much of progression I would say. Personally, 2020 is a total lost for my horsemanship training. Not that I am really enthusiastic to become doctor, but because of COVID situation, there is so much thing me as houseman missed out. Be it in district hospital or tertiary big hospital, KKM made it clear to protect the housemen. So anything relating to COVID and risk of airborne transmissions, the houseman should not be around. So, CPR, intubation, airway management; things that hands on are learnt in ED department, we all missed out. Honestly it was a total lost. Number of patients also reduced (since currently I am in PPUM) and we have thing known as triage away. It basically to limit the crowd in working area and reduce the chance of transmission between doctors, nurses and patients in the same area. Not sure how the KKM hospital...

Fast forward, 2020 almost reach its end. There is so many things happening this year. Of course I will be talking about it in details at the last day of 2020. Basically to summarize what kind of year was 2020 been to me. In all aspect of my life. Emotional, physical, spiritual and development. What kind of lost and what kind of gain.  Of course, I could not have all in this 1 year.  Anyway, its rare for me to have to new year goal. But now that I am reaching 30, I have determined to have few goals that I want to achieve. To make it less burdening for me, instead of saying I want to loose weight to 50kg, maybe I will be starting with losing 5kg in first 3 months. Hahha this is example. Anyway, it titrated goal, is all what I try to say. Will see you again in 13 days.