Hello dear, please listen to me

  Today, I was so emotional. Despite postnight. Urghh,  I should be sleeping but I am cring. Quite bad. It all started about my super early morning rambling about my ideal marriage plan. And eventually I thought about me and him. About us. About what did I wanted, about what others wanted. About what happened following those. So, I clearly said I does not want to get engaged. Not sure why, but I am not fan of it.  But I was convinced to do so. Partly because it is part of the norm. To get to know each other family. To have a meeting. To let others know what I am engaged before we tie the knot. Hmmm. I guess to prevent bad rumor saying 'tibe tibe and mengejut je kahwin'. Well, seriously people should stop thinking about this stuff. Even if it the least truth, no one should be bothered about it. You are not a part of their lives! So, I get engaged. It was indeed a happy moment, but it surely cost more if it broke halfway. The more you invest, the more you loss! Then, I was ...

It's my first time, but I was too crazy that time to spent more than rm1k for these productsssss... Silver lining is, most of these have discounted price and promo. So, I definitely get it at cheaper price. Plus, I have 15% off with my GRAB reward. Tebus 800 points and get 15% off. Total cost saved with this discount is almost RM300. And then, since I use it dekat app Zalora, it is even more cheaper than Zalora website or Lineige website. Honestly, harga this brand mahal so I dont think I will ever buy it if takda discount. Serious. And I get cashback after spending RM1K, so the cashback to I beli lagi satu BB powder and bagi to my mom.  video takleh upload sebab besar sgt hahahaha

Hi awak, This most likely will be the last entry about me-you-us-getting back together. I think I did my best to draw your attention and us getting back together. But the stronger I come to you, the harder I feel that you push me away. It just feel anyway because memang tak ada respons from you. I just wish we can have a sit and talk. Tapi, entah maybe it just not working for you.  So, I have to give way to your way for that.  The rings; engagement ring are with me all these while.  I love it, and you knew it. So, that's why awak suruh saya simpan even though kita dah putus tunang. But I think that is just too hard for me too. Sebab I can't wear it. Otherwise, I will be reminded of us again. I can't sell it sebab your mom yang pilih and belikan. So, rasa serba salah. Honestly if awak yang belikan, saya akan jual lah sebab no point kan untuk simpan. Not like we will be back together anyway. So, I'm returning it to you. It's actually rude untuk pulangkan through posta...